I feel slightly stoopid...

I thought I had everything figured out but I just feel lost again. What the hell is wrong with me? I feel like I can't stay at one place. Whenever I get at this peak, I start thinking too much and get jolted back to this weird mood. I'm not over analyzing, I'm just not satisfied. I've gotta work on myself more.. I've changed too freakin much. I'm still the guy with two first names, but I gotta try to be more of a nice guy. Everything else.. it's whatever. I don't know anymore. I don't know what I want or how I want to go about things. Most of my blogs sound so ridiculous because I don't like sharing my entire life with you. But that's okay. I'm doing it for me. Maybe I can start reading more. It's like watching a movie... it just lasts longer. I'll make a list of books that I can cross out when I'm finished reading them. Almost all of these books were recommended by someone else.

(now in alphabetical order)
1984
Angels & Demons
Another BS Night in Suck City
Candy
Crank
Glass Castle, The
Go Ask Alice
Lovely Bones, The
Into the Wild
It's Kind of a Funny Story
Nick and Nora's Infinite Playlist
Perks of Being a Wallflower
Prozac Nation
Ruins, The
Rule of Bones
Speak
Stargirl
Twilight