Sunday, October 12, 2008

To know me all wrong they were

I don't know where I stand religously, but if you believe in a God, then please put Lindsey in your prayers. She had an accident and has to have knee/leg surgery Monday. She's going to be fine, but she's a wonderful person and I don't know why it happened. I think she'd appreciate it very much.

I've done some things that aren't very good through the eyes of some. I wanted to experience all aspects of life, that's all. I'm not a bad kid. I won't really talk about it because it's nobody's business but mine. Anyways, I'm done with that and am now moving on. I'm ready for whatever life wants to throw at me next. Like life after highschool.

I have thought about it a lot lately. The easiest thing to do would be to just take all my scholarship money and attend USCB or some other college in South Carolina that sponsors our school. I'd be living in an apartment because I couldn't handle being at home anymore, but it wouldn't be too tough. I love apartments anyway.. and want one as long as I don't have kids. but yeah. Easy way out, but I'm not sure if it's for me. Another idea is going to live with my sister Erica and go to UNI.. and Van could even come with, ha. Or maybe I'll just move to Hawaii and get into film. It's not bizarre to think about and it's certainly not impossible. Oh yeah, and I also want to go backpacking across Europe after my talk with Buddah.. soooo living with Erica would make that much more realistic :) I don't know, it's all so far off but it's been on my mind lately.

Edit: I failed.

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